I struggled a lot with surface and the art making process in general because I was too focused on the subject of the art itself. I wanted to experiment with charcoal on paper, and so to do that I felt I had to have a subject to illustrate with the charcoal. while I was able to create an illustration, it wasn’t necessarily an artwork that focused on the idea of surface, or one that felt significant as a piece itself.
After speaking with Nova, we decided it would be better to zoom in much closer, focusing less on an image, rather the strokes themselves. trusting myself was difficult, as I felt without a full drawing my work may not have as much quality – however I took a risk and because experimenting with charcoal and beige pastel.
I smudged, ripped, folded and scribbled and that outcome was something I’ve never created before. I really enjoyed that process of creating without worrying about value or meaning, and actually feel the piece I created definitely holds some merit.